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* Boogyman * 3-31-02
The wind is blowing, it calls my name, pushing and
Pulling me every which way. Violent gust blow Litter but the dead tree leaves refuse to sway.
Something watches me close at night and exist With
The faintest light. Demons torment my very Soul, Waiting to be paid a heavy toll. The light this
Boogyman enters my dreams i only hear innocent Screams. His black immage shall never die in the Shadows This demon lies. His rain of flames fall To the ground, my World is collapsing all around.
He wispers of death, distruction and plans of Personal hell's construction; and im his next Victim. He's watching and waiting for me, he could
Be anywhere. Under my bed, in my closet, I Better
Beware of where he could be, just watching and
Waiting for me.
  ~ Suicide ~ 4-6-02
As I sit in my pitch black room, with a knife In
One hand and a gun in the other, sitting there
Wondering what to do. Should I use the knife and
Slice my neck or should I use the gun and blow my
Head off? Should I die suffering for the hell I
Put people through or should I just shoot myself
And get it over with? Someone needs to help me
Before I go crazy and just do it because my life
Is worth nothing to me and so I don't have to
Deal with all the crap i have to deal with
Everyday. I put the knife and gun down while I
Cry as my step mom walks in the room.

These are just some of my poems. Im kind of to lazy to put them all on here so im hopeing you enjoy the one's I haven chosen to put on my site for everyone to read.
  - Chosen One - 4-16-02
Running down the street in the middle of the night.
I begin screaming for help, as a man with a gun
Chases me. I look around but there's no one to be
Found. My knee's begin to tired and the desire to
Stop increases. I take a look behind me and stop
Dead in my tracks. He has his gun pointed to my
Head. My heart it racing and i begin to cry. He
Then askes "do you want to die?" I close my eyes
And all I can hear is the gun shot. I fall to the
Ground with blood all around. I lie there and die
And wonder why he chose me.

  ' Fate ' 12-23-02
The darkness envelopes my body
The pain invades my mind.
The tortured souls of the past
Come together in present time.

The rain pours down my windows
A sign of what's about to come.
I look up from my blackened hood
And light a candle, but just one.

I remeber all those time
Those times I was denied--
Denied the feelings of true love
While only anger built up inside.

As I look at myself in the mirror
Lit by merely the candles flame
I see my world diminish before my eyes
And relize...this is my fate.



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